I have a feeling
deep inside me
that keeps growing
every time I see you.

It starts in my stomach
now it's in my heart
the feeling changed
and it's ripping me apart
slowly
you broke my heart
but I should've known
I saw it coming
the day I met you.

You led me on
just to leave me hanging
trying to get by
day by day
I can't go much longer
If  I have to see you with her
it tears me apart
that you don't care anymore
I thought you were the one
that we'd be happy
but I was wrong
I was never an option.

You do things with her
that I wish you did with me
but I guess I wasn't special enough,
I have to earn love.

That's not normal.
Im done with this.
I don't need you,
I need a real man.
Who shows me off to his friends,
who will hold man hand even if it's just for a few minutes,
who will hug me for hours,
who will kiss me in the rain,
who will comfort me when I'm down,
but most importantly,
who will love me when there is nothing left to love.