Should Have Never Met From The Start

Being without you makes me feel like a baby
But bottles and milk doesn't wake me up daily
I wanna hug you and never let go
But I ain't got your love now so I'll never know
I am going down to the most hurt part of my heart,
And what's hurting the most is knowing that we're apart
You should have talked to me because then I wouldn't of said those mean words
And now I just feel like an idiot
But you made your choice and now we're apart
Too many times have we made a new start
But now I'm all alone And even though it's still warm I feel the coldness of the snow,
I should have never met you because then right now I'd be okay
Instead of heart broken so desperate that I'll pray,
I wish you knew how much love I meant to give to you
But you refused it and now I'm broken and feel like a ghost
Just a memory at least hopefully I'd be
Not just a girl you met that you clearly don't want to see
I do not think you realize how much this affected me,
I fell so **** hard to the ground for you
But you clearly didn't fall for me
Because I give away the game too much
I just beg too much
I'm not a player but indeed you are
I'm just always bowing to my knees
and ******* do I feel weak
And now I feel naked,
Because I am a painting on the galleries
Waiting again to be ripped apart
I didn't want to see us apart
but as the clouds depart I realize that
We should have never met from the start
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

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