Im Struggling So Much
And Im Doing nothing But Let Me
If Anything Add Things.
This Depression Takes Affect On Me So Much
That i Don't Think People See
How Its Very Sadning
People Around Me Are Most Likely Used To My Same ****
Negative Talking.
That They Feel iTs An Okay Thing Since im Always
Singing The Same Old Song.
It Hurts Me Alot
I Dont Like Feeling Sad All The Time
Feeling Like i Have No Worth
Not Having Motivation
Feeling Useless
Especially When i Dont Have Any Reasons To Actually Even
Think Like This.
My Mind Makes Me Think So Low
Without Actual Reasoning
I Feed into it
Then Start believing it
Feeling Like Theres No Point in Living.
What Depression Leads Me To
Are Suicidal Thoughts
Especially When im Over thinking.
Just For The Littlest ****
Id Want To Cut A Vein.
Isnt That Dumb And Insane?
Thats How Bad Having it is.
How Hard its living Daily Like This.
I Don't Want To Continue
Surrounded By The Only Option Of Killing My Self.
For Others it Sounds So Stupid
Only if They Knew How ******* Bad And hurtful it is To Thinking This Way,