By Arcassin Burnham


I see the love they had for me was gone,
Instead of consoling I'd rather smoke ****,
I needed people to be there when I was in an unfortunate proportion,
And I still am ,
I just wish my ******* mother got an abortion,
So I wouldn't have to live in the problems before hand,
Please don't let me be misunderstood ,
I know you understand,
Hard being a black kid in America,
But the doubts of another I wouldn't cover up,
Tired of being stuck in the same place,
Telling me to live me life ,
and get out of this phase,
But there no phase when you think about suicide,
And in these final hours ,
I wouldn't care if I died.