Y’all ever had a bad date? Man, that’s some ****. Y’all ever fall in love on a bad date? Man, that is some ****. Y’all ever fall back out of love? Ever watch it as it leaves her eyes? Falling out through fumbling lies ‘til you realize that deep down, she never loved you to begin with.
Ever sit across the table while she struggles to find the words to destroy you? And just to save her from that struggle, give her the words to excise your heart? The only words you had left. And then you watch her march away victorious, handbag in one hand and your heart in the other.
Ever give yourself so completely that she contains you? That when she walks away, she hasn’t left anybody? They say one is the loneliest number, but sometimes 2-1 is zero. So I sit here, a body without a soul, a crying shell of what used to be a person. And I ask myself,