You're totally right And I think the fact that you know that means we've gone around too many times While its true We don't know where we'll be in a year or two And if there will be rain or if there will be snow Random fact: I'm bad at letting go And apparently you are too And I don't know how this will go of we don't see this through So I guess I'm more afraid of missing out than getting hurt I mean we've dealt with a lot, could it even get worse? It's kind of been a mess since November 19th two years ago Random fact: even then I couldn't let you go.