When he closes his eyes or puts on a disguise he becomes the invisible man. In the no hope of a ruin that catches him brewing two tea leaves, tea for two? Pilchards and dry bread with hymns sung for a man dead to the world.
'pearls before swine' so a bottle of wine to keep out the chill unrolling the dog ends he blends some tobacco and builds up a smoke then bends himself into the shadow of the man he became.
No one is missing, Mother is kissing him goodnight and the man dead to the world holds her tight and begins to cry.
On this journey he takes through the years his heart breaks once or more and then the final door opens wide he looks through steps inside. the light flickers off and comes on.