I miss the heat of your body cuddled into mine on that unusually cold November night.
your soft lips leaving kisses of fire down my neck
your arms wrapped around my waist like you never wanted to let me go.

I miss your deep brown eyes,
and the way you always touched your nose and lips when you were nervous.
I miss the awkward, yet comfortable silences as we just stared at each other .

My god, you were so beautiful..
why couldn't i make you stay?