God ****** I did it again
I fell for another hopeless cause
I told myself that he, unlike the first guy, would come around
That this guy will actually love me
But silly me
Thinking of things that will not happen
Cause he didn't come around
They never do
I always do this
Then I act surprised when he leaves me for someone else
I mean why do I think I'm anything special?
Cause I'm clearly not
I'm just someone that people like to use
No one truly falls for me
I need to stop falling for people
Then I will stop hurting
Unless everything goes black
Then I cant see, cant hear, and cant feel my pain
Maybe that's better
Maybe