Blood on my hands A knife in your back I hope you understand My reason for attack
But you never looked away You never made a sound The words you would've said Now they spill to the ground
Breath hanging in the air Like cigarette smoke I said, "those will be your death." Now I see the irony of that joke.
So the deed was done No returning to the past Name etched in my chest With a shard of glass
December's waxing strong I remember why I'm cold Make a fire from my flesh To try and warm my soul
I realise that your gone The knife still in your spine I lay my self down Maybe I'll sleep just fine
I'll see you in my dreams Another life to start again I'll ask you for a chance For forgiveness for this sin
This time of year always makes me think the past. The good times me and the gruesome. At the age of 25 I still have ghost I can exorcise, but do I want to? Distance doesn't remove you from the place of memories.