I drain these once were words Turned to thoughts. From my pen, to paper Yet you still refuse to read them. As my pen ink drys And tears subside. Thinking this road, Has come to an end, for tonight. I swig my whiskey, Stare in my mirror, Are you going to let them stop you? All of your fears? I curse to God, for he's the only one who cares. Light a smoke, as it rolls to my eye The last of my ink, in my pen has died. These words are no good, Yet these thoughts, must be read. I must carry on, The message in my head. I grab my worthy pen, "Let's make history my friend " Jabbing it's point to my heart Filling it with my thoughts, Torn apart. Now I will write in blood My thoughts of strength flood My mind sets free As my heart still bleeds. Dying slowly, I smile Finally you see my style. Read these words, of once was I Then burn them with my soul aside Set them free to the sky Scattered ashes, say goodbye.