god I got the sad blue blues, this woman sat there and she said are you really Charles
Bukowski?
and I said
forget that
I do not feel good I've got the sad sads all I want to do is ******* and she laughed she thought I was being clever and O I just looked up her long slim legs of heaven I saw her liver and her quivering intestine I saw Christ in there jumping to a folk-rock all the long lines of starvation within me rose and I walked over and grabbed her on the couch ripped her dress up around her face and I didn't care **** or the end of the earth one more time to be there anywhere real yes her ******* were on the floor and my **** went in my **** my god my **** went in I was Charles Somebody.