i'm in that state again
where i'm not sure
if i'm stable enough
to seem "normal"

i think about disappearing
for a while
or maybe forever

every little thing tends to irk me
i'm sorry if i take
my anger out on you
when you don't deserve it

it just seems to me at this time
i can do without life
and life do can without me

see i was extremely happy
about two days ago
but my sadness did not like that
so it decided to take back over