what are you up to???
i didn't get you,
you said not to disturb you
and i thought
you were kidding me,
because i know
you like me
disturbing you,
and so much later
i realized that
you were not kidding,
you really want me
to stay away from you,
at first it was like an attack,
i couldn't think of anything
but only you
and then i decided
to stay away
from you
because i love you

you know i felt harder
to stay away from you
so i talked to you
once or twice a day
then it turned to be
once a week.......

you know
i really can feel that
you are yearning
for my disturbance,
but i don't want
to disturb you,
i just want you to
simply ask me
"will you please disturb me??",
because,
you should learn to ask
what you really need,
till now i didn't give a chance
for you to ask what you need
as i understood you
more than yourself
and fulfilled your need....

i know that
this is the reason
you didn't stop me
when i'm leaving,
you simply don't know
how to ask for what you need