I used to write to wend my way out of the darkness, to talk myself out of the sadness, to cure my broken heartedness, but now I find that
Because you took my heart in your hands and because you bared and repaired me I have only joy.
I alone hold the joy of your freckled skin, I alone know your virtues and I alone hold your sins. I alone know your tenderness, your truth, and I alone have you, and
You, alone, carry my burdens and my vices, hold my laughter and my care, and you alone have brought me here.
I haven't written in about a year, and I thought you all deserved an explanation.