My hands still fall asleep when I am writing about you. Reminding me that your galloping blood was a national geography marathon I never wanted to go off air. I can't face my palms upward anymore. Every time I try my hands attempt to grab yours. God is a selfish man. One I will never understand. He has left me hear. Existing. The power has been out for 2 years now and my circulation falls somewhere between ice caps and snow fall. Leaving my movements rigidly slow. Dripping notes into an empty orchestra waiting for you, a conductor to spark my fire.
This month is 2 years of my mother passing. 24 seems like a young age to live without a mother or father. Missing her each day that passes.