I twist and turn, Suffle in my Hospital bed. The drum of The dextrose drops, Plays as the background For my despondent lulluby. Clickering and clackering; The white feet On the frozen Hospital floor Feature the vocals Of the weeping relatives I do not know. A chorus Of morose songs That bellow From the valley Of faded faces Dulls the senses Of the patients In the ICU. Doctors wearing White garbs With darkened eyes Whisper to each other Like a cult gathering With prayers And curses On their lips. They appear To me Like snakes On the tree Throwing sins And travesties To the Invalid saints.
I, fight fervently Against sleep. Although almost Twenty-four, Am a child Again. A child who Detests sleep Like the plague That took me. In this hospital bed I start my vigil; A pilgrim to zion Daunted by The task before him. Beset on all sides By treasures And trinkets That would Want him stray. My eyes serve As the lamp To which My body, A servant, Keeps alight. In wait For the return Of the master. An encounter To rekindle The bond In childhood. A chance To decide Which fashion It will end. So eyes, Stay alight, For your oil Will only Last one night; Keep the fight. Despondency May fill these Final moments But at the moment Of the master's Return The chorus Of faded faces Will turn into Choirs of angels And there;