Don't don't don't don't let it out they will hate you, it's not irrational it's not it's not it's not You think to ******* fast, bile tumbles out of my mouth and poisons their ears Shut up shut shut up shut up the shakes and spasms are the earthquakes of memories of a sword with a dull edge and a deadly hilt They are not sore, and he bloodies himself with a ghost Wrong ******* wrong, they all hate you, kindness as empty as disappointment