I sit here
Slicing up my skin
Caring too much
While you just ignore every hint and cry for help I give
I tried to ask for the love I needed
But you just sat there and laughed
One day it will be too late for me to call
Or text
Or to see if you're alright
Because I will be gone
And I'll laugh as you cry miserably
As my spirit watches while having a tea party
But we both know that I could never laugh
At any of your pain and misery
Because I love you too much
To watch you suffer
I would want to make it all better
And because of this you'll keep ******* me dry
Of the love and attention I have to give
And I'll sit here miserably
Wishing that I never had to have lived