They hold hands and take turns being outwardly sad, cry in separate cars on the way to work, eyes always sore and checking in the wing-mirror- The house is too quiet for them so they have the TV constantly on in the kitchen but it's nothing like the sounds they're missing. Sometimes she drives to the pre-school and stares in feeling so very empty and sometimes he sees her there
(so he turns round and leaves- they don't speak of it at dinner).