IT WASN'T JUST A COINCIDENCE THAT WHEN YOU LEFT THE HANDS ON THE CLOCK STOPPED MOVING OR THAT YOUR MOTHER CALLED ASKING FOR YOU WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE EVEN THOUGH SHE'S BEEN GONE FOR TWO YEARS YOU WERE LIKE THE OCEAN TIDES ALWAYS PULLING ME IN AND PUSHING ME BACK OUT I WANTED TO DROWN IN YOUR INFINITY NOT KNOWING YOU WERE MORE LIKE A TSUNAMI UNFORGIVING AND RUTHLESS I WANTED TO BE THE ONE WHO MADE YOU TREMBLE WHEN YOU HEARD MY NAME BUT INSTEAD IT IS ME WHO CAN'T STOP SHAKING AT THE THOUGHT OF YOUR LAUGHTER CAN'T STOP SCREAMING AT THE THOUGHT OF YOUR VOICE I THINK I CAN HEAR GOD LAUGHING AT ME EVERYTHING IS SO MUCH LOUDER WHEN YOU ARE NOT HERE IF THESE PILLS AND BOTTLES WON'T BRING YOU BACK ATLEAST I'LL FORGET YOUR TASTE DARLING PLEASE COME BACK PLEASE COME BACK