So much time has passed yet the memories seem to last forever
Flashes of what was comes pounding at my door begging me to come back
Part of me craving, longing to return to what killed me
The strength of my mind falters with every passing glance
I can't help but think maybe I'll be happy If I give into cruel temptation
To be strong is a definition that gets mixed up in my head
Never knowing if I can ever escape the grips of illness
Do I give in and give up or do I close my eyes and walk away