Climb a ladder into your head
See what's behing closed blinds
Understand everything you say
I wonder what I might find

I wanna walk through your front door
To rest my head on your soft pillow
And see the vibrant colors of you dreams
And possibly find out what it all means

I'll take your place at the dinner table
I wonder what you taste
I can discover if that mind is stable
I wouldn't have much time to waste

Hold your pencil, cumple your paper
Tap your foot, dart your eyes
Read books seen through your mind
What makes you smile, what makes you cry

To live, to breathe, to know your life
Just to understand it through your eyes
To be you for a while
I wonder what I'd find

A boy trapped by circumstances
Smirks at me with not only his lips
His eyes gleam confusion and vulnerability
And His heart aches for comfort and stability
There's mystery behind his words and sadness in his eyes
But perhaps his struggles will make him more than just wise
Words can't heal the wounds that the past has inflicted
Can't ease his pain, I feel helpless and constricted

A mind so open it will never choose
For fear of what it has to lose

I am a circle:  
definite indecisions
looped in an array of
implausible logics and standard
reasonings -within their composition
quasi-quarks with peculiar quirks
like most anything-
I want to do how others do
I want to want how they do too

Sink into the sheets so you won't see
Brick after brick lay them on me
Hands hide my face
But I might loose the race
Chains bind me to stay
Don't see me this way
Arms ripped side to side
Escape. At least I tried
The cycle keeps turning
My stomach keeps churning
Life doesn't wait for the weak
Time passes before you can speak
Leave everything you know
Breathe and let go

Unaccepted by all yet loved by many
Often overlooked and forgotten
But needed and used
Company serves those not strong
Please stay, it won't take long
Falls down but still refused
Deep down feeling rotten
Real friends? I don't see any

There's something about seeing the strong break that breaks you
So odd you don't know what to do
No words can sooth their heart
For they don't show every part
Their eyes scream "I'm fighting"
But it's gone fast as lighting  
So don't let it take you
It's your time to be strong too