it's been a waiting game
these past four years
waiting to wake up
refreshed
and energetic
and productive
waiting to smile in the shower
waiting to
lay all of my weight into a monday
without shame from sunday
or fear of tuesday...
waiting to fall asleep
without
your voice in the back of my head
well today i woke up
impatient
and realized
that's the thing
I've been waiting to feel