Does it even matter? I saw this coming. All things too good to be true usually are. I set myself free and then they came along like a comet streaking across the skys of my world. Age matters. Situations matter. I'm not ready again. I think alone is where I shall live for the rest of my life. And at this point, that is okay. Bigger and better things are ahead, and there is no room for another person I have to think about. I am still happy and free. Just how I wanted to be all along.