I am not what you think,

I am fear,

I am darkness,

I am scared,



I am the one people talking about,

The one who cries herself to sleep at night,

The one who cuts to release her pain,

The one who wants to end it all,



End her Pain,

Her Fear,

Her Darkness,



But in reality,

All she wants is to be someone else,

SomeTHING else,

Other than herself,



Whenever she tries to be different,

She gets thrown back,

Unaccepted from the world,



Become something more,

Something inhuman,

Something people will respect,

Something I will understand.