My best friend ain't picking up.. I run to God when there's no one else.. While the world is like the titanic.. I do my dirt then tell them not to panic.. It makes a hero not wanna save. When he's going under and the people themselves don't wanna pray... It's my fault it's my fault God Forgive me Lord I repent Lord. All my years been stolen from what I tried to hide, Tangled pride turns to ugly lies and you realize do it need a God? Yes you do cause when the world don't wanna hear your cry, Sometimes it bothers me when I run back to the other side. I hate myself cause then I'm saying my friends all of them ain't down to ride. So I get deeper in the lust that makes me weak and dry. But when I asked God to be there for me and let me not slip or fall be my strength threw this tempting time. I need his help more then anything else right now.