All I can thibk of these days is you. I remember when you said we were going to be best friends forever. I guess that was all naive middle school talk. I guess it still hurts when i think about the past 2 years. The summer you stopped texting and messaging me. You started to dislike being near me. Then you had a birthday party and I guess it was okay you were still my friend. Freshman year is everything went down hill. One friend left and i was pushed away. You started acting like i wasn't really fun. After i made a stupid ******* mistake you wouldn't forgive me.even after i apologized. I havent heard you talk to me outside of class since last year. I don't exists in your world. I know it's stupid but sometimes i will sit there and stare at one of your blogs or look through your facebook photos. Even though I know you don't care about me. I will always be concerned about you.
My best friend has truly left. I see her everyday and all i want to do i scream at her or cry and hug her. But it never happens.