You killed me
By draining me of my blood
And leaving me to die
Alone

I never trusted anyone
Looking down when people talked
I never saw the color in others' eyes
Never saw the beauty in people

I walked alone
Afraid of comments on my looks
Afraid of malicious torture
Afraid of people

I am an individual
Who never knew what the sun looked like
Seeing that I hid in my house
With no friends to hang out with

I thought as time passed
I'd become better
Improve myself
Make myself more likeable

So I started changing
I tore off my limbs and replaced them.
Like a three year old playing with a Barbie doll
I rearranged myself

I changed all my features
Yet no one noticed
No one said a word
No one cared

So I stay in my room
With the comfort of my blood
Dripping onto the carpet
Creating spots

I kept a scarlet paint can in my room,
So when I got questioned
I would just say it was
An art project gone wrong

I am just a painting, right?
People walk all over me
Throwing dirt in my face
Leaving me behind

My friends left me
I guess being too unpopular
Has its own downfalls
Its own consequences.

So I've walked alone
No one knows the true me
So why do I care to know
This girl inside me

I've become my own enemy
Stepping on myself
Cutting my body to pieces
Until all I see is the color of roses you find for Valentine's Day

Blood-red is my new favorite color
Seeing that I see it every day
But no one comes to my rescue
No one even knows I exist

So congratulations
You have been my downfall
You have made my life a living hell
And it's all your fault

You never gave me a chance
A chance to open my mouth
To speak one word
To express myself one time

I have been silent for years
And yet maybe it's okay.
It's okay that no one can hear my screams of pain
My agonizing screech to all

I was never thought of
Never liked
Pushed around
And never loved

You killed me
You took my life
I have to stare at my reflection
All ****** and beat up

And it's all your fault.