if you want to drown, let yourself drown but only if you feel so down that nothing seems more appealing than that bittersweet feeling of letting go and letting in all your drunk sins of yesterday's night.
let yourself go so you can get so low that no man can ever reach nor hear any screech that may of your soul come out; not even if you shout can you bring yourself back to light.
but, once in a lifetime you get to survive this endless pit we throw ourselves in to; you get to come back from the blue. only to enter a whole different world in which you find something worthwhile that keeps you above the waterline.