Pleasure trips go far into the world of sin..
They leave me distant and keep me confined;
Desperation hiding within.

Blinded by what life really is, isolated behind a self-made wall
I can remember the feelings of love and joy,  but only as flashes and
then they fall.

The other side, the other world, my sweetest death;
Perfectly still in a twisted way.
Lifting me to the fantasy that makes me want to stay.
The ultimate game,the tragic choice, my sweetest death.

Emotions imprison my soul, as if in a state of shock.
My body is trembling with alien sensations with no end in sight.
Throbbing pain that once was love, bruises and crushes my heart.
Leaves me utterly alone with memories to torment the eternal night.

The overpowering struggle leaves me no other choice--
They try to manipulate me, but I refuse to hear their voice.
The flip side, the dangerous way; sometimes sinful deathy.
Seeing just a moment of the past, trying to catch my breath.

Lying adrift a cloud of light, drifting to the stars; its all that's left
The ultimate game, the tragic choice, my sweetest death.