fear came like an eagle,
swarming around me like honey bees.
I was sinking in,
drowning,
heart pounding,
I could feel myself dying,
the deeper I seeped in fear,
the more I lost my voice,
for a day didn't go by where I broke into tears.
until one day I heard a calling so near,
drawing my ears so near,
the closer I got to it,
the more the feeling of fear begin to disappear inside of me,
it was such a beautiful voice,
like sweet honey,
its melodies captured me,
my heart,
soul and mind,
once I heard it loud and clear,
I no longer needed to fear,
he was always right here,
so near,
awaiting for me to hear him,
to allowing myself to be surrounded by his love for me,
I did,
I finally took the step,
to allow him into my life,
here I am living a life with him in my life,
thank you God,
majesty,
creator of all living things,
you love is beyond words can compare,
thank you for always being here.