i desperately want to not care
and i want to be around people who don't care
save for caring about having fun
and caring about each other
i do not want to care about rules or responsibilities
i do not want to care about school, the world
i do not want to care about issues
i do not want to care about death, or life
i cannot, i refuse to spend my life focusing
on things that only deepen and darken it
i do not want to spend hours discussing metaphysics
when i could be dancing.