I tried to open your book but your words bought complications.
I tried to put them together but my mind wouldnt allow me to save it.
You listen to your mind though your eyes show your true emotions.
I don't hide, I continue to drink your potions.
Shouldn't I have been terrified to take that chance...
I never believed in fear, you were my romanced advance.
I recognized your feelings though you'd always go into hiding.
Searching for you through the world because I felt we were divided.
You played me like a 52 card deck game and I allowed you to win.
The way I felt for you sometimes completely irritates my skin.
You running away from my happiness just ran away my soul, dove me in a hole.
No space, no light & no where to go.
How could I live if this flower could not grow.
A hurricane on the forecast, heavy rain overflowed.
Took a walk with the trees, branches were hanging low.
Thunder in the skies as the heavy winds blow.
Will I fly away & attach from my soul?
No longer yours...you left my throne.
So how could I forget the way you made me feel...
These wounds you beautifully carved onto my heart, how could they heal..
I awakened in the darkness of those past thoughts.
I forgot I was in a cosmic space with astronauts.
Then suddenly I forgot the hurt you caused.
The time machine took me into the illusion of your love.
Those memories of us on the road listening to When Doves Cry was enough.
Everything is now black and white.
You're no longer in the vision of my sight.
Guess my heart was too heavy for your scale.
Maybe the weight was the only reason why I fell..
Where's my conscious mentality...
I must drift back into the now of reality.