I swallow my fears, trying to erase them from my life and crush them down into the pit of my hungry stomach. I feel the crying clouds dump buckets of pouring rain onto my fragile face, waking me up with the thundering bells above. I watch my feet dangle over the side of my bitten finger nails, hoping my own shaking hand will save me. But with one flick I'm shoved off the only person that could stop me from shattering.