i remember when it used to be
just you her and me
pretending that we all were alright

but now that i see what i see
it's impossible for you and me to be
i almost let you manipulate me
because you tried

i remember when i first heard
the things you said about
the one you said you loved without
consequence

now i'm here and you are there
and maybe if you bothered to bare
the thought of a church without holy water
we could all be in a room without drowning

but still you stand in you're golden chair
never in need of us meeting you there
so now i say goodbye to you
remembering all we used to do
but there's a wall between a mental saint

*and her grandchild