The fire licks the edges of my ribcage; and I scream with delight. But then I see you look over, and tell me with your eyes to be quiet. My thoughts stream across a line invisible to you; but nevertheless, you try to cut it down, so that my world is gray and blue. My drum beats to a rhythm; out of tune; I hear your screeching instrument stop, so that you may take my music away. And yet every night, I get down on my knees, not to bow down to your power but to pray.