are You who You say You are? do You know what You're doing? because i don't know. are You here? are You listening? because i don't know. i don't know if i can endure this i don't know if i can live in this season i don't know if i can keep fighting and You say You know and You're telling me You're here and that You are who You say You are and that You know what You're doing and i can hear You i know your voice and what You're saying but i don't know if i can believe You but i know You and You haven't failed me You haven't let me down You haven't forgotten me and even if it feels like You're not here i will trust You because i know who You are and that is enough.