they welcomed me with words such as "home sweet home". they said it was a place I would feel safe and warm, a place like no other, a place I can be myself, a place called home, a place I can finally be with a loving family of my own. yet, behind their masks laid a bunch of wicked lies. and like a blind mouse, I followed their wicked paths, I was pretty young then, living in a wicked lions den, in fear and pain, crying everyday, my hair started turning grey, it was the reflection of the emptiness, that planted itself like a seed inside of me, my tiny little heart, became wicked like my foster family, I grew up without the willingness to love, to breath freely, I grew old, because of my "family" because they made me believe in the non-existing home sweet home.