My biggest challenge in life is talking
I can never really say what is on my mind
No matter how hard I try it just never comes out
And believe me I've tried and failed on a numerous of occasions
And from those failures I've learned so much but I can never speak on them
I don't understand why but I have been humiliated so many times
It's funny how I write so well but when it comes down to actual human beings,
My words become mute silent scattered to the winds
I become so terrified it just seem like god himself laughs at me
But why, why was I given this curse
Why was I given this voice, this mind
I see and understand so much but when the time comes,
exploiting the gift I was given could never exit my mouth
I'm horrible at that but I don't want to be
I want to be free from this curse
I want to walk high and proud with the knowledge I know
But no matter how hard I try I can't
Yeah I know it seems like I'm doubting myself
And really I am.
I'm strong, I'm talented, but yet so weak
I guess I'll just learn how to speak one of these days
And I really hope it is soon
Because I'm tired of making a fool of myself because people think I'm dumb
Please someone just help me
Stop laughing at me and just help me