Do you ever hate not talking to people that you're close to for a while? And by a while I mean days and weeks on end? Does it **** you from the inside? Not only in the heart, but in the lungs too, making it hard to breath? Never knowing if they'll decide never to speak to you again? You could be on good terms, or bad terms, but you still feel that fear that they'll make that sudden decision or sudden thought to never say hello again or hate you forever. "Maybe I said something hurtful", you'd start to think. You'll re-read your conversation just to check. You'll send several messages but your mind still won't be eased. At least not until they message you back.