He still has a grasp on me. I want to run, but he won't let me. I want to kiss another, but he won't let me. This is selfish in a way - I'm afraid. Don't think about what the good guy feels. Worry about how he wronged you and so did he, oh, and he did too. Kiss him on the cheek, it's harmless. If only it were that easy, for me, a selfish, stupid child.