I need a light on when I sleep. It's because I'm surrounded by darkness & I'm scared it'll swallow me up if I step out of this light. I feel the pain taking over my body. I feel the pain sinking into my veins. I'm barely hanging on to the last bit of the light you once gave me. But darling you're gone & all I feel is that darkness over my body. You've created this darkness & now this darkness is me. Lonely. Darkness. Covered me up like a sea washing over me. I'm not who I was before & you're to thank for that.