It's really weird how you still feel the need to
Turn to him and wave and smile and murmur his name
After all this time
They say habits die with time and I believe it
But it only goes with habits like
Biting your nails
Or ******* your thumb
If it applied to all I wouldn't still have your number in my phone
Or your laugh memorized
Or the look in your eyes when you said you loved me
Ingrained in the backs of my eyelids.
Old habits die hard.