I have these dark shadows in my head like demons making everything that is good disappear. I’ve always just tried ignoring them, thinking they were no big deal. Sometimes I gave in, letting a tear escape but quickly hiding it… They’re like tigers, you can’t show them fear, it will only make them more confident and stronger. But, in the end, the tears always come out anyway. As if by some means the flood of tears is trying to out win and overflow the shadows.
silly little me should know better than that, I can’t just drown my demons; they know how to swim.