I wish i had had sense
            when senseless,
I wish i had had a smile
             when i felt enraged,
I wish i had had love
             when i was unloved,
I wish i had had brave when i was scared.

I wish i had had a million dollars
             when i wanted to feed the starving,
I wish i had had a brain
             when i do stupid things.
I wish i had had the power
            when i feel drained,
I wish i had had tomorrow, today,
            when i wish about yesterday.