Tumbling out of bed after a long night out (my head hurts) after hanging out with friends at Beach *** Burts... I put on my office face that morning like a pair of worn out shoes I'm sad that day/I've got the blues I let out a sigh somehow managing to survive the 405 In my car I down my Starbucks spilling it down my dress shirt I'm mumbling to myself "***"... I put a blazer on to cover it up My boss cheerfully says "Good Morning" inside my head all I hear is... (Oh, please ...Shut the f-up!) Wandering to my cubby I find my spot pushing papers around all day it's 5 o'clock n' my brain is shot... (I should work out tonight) Instead I find myself numbing up again because the rat race seems like it will never end (I need to write that book - I need to write that script) I need a vacation... I wanna check out - I wanna get ripped All of this responsibility feels like such a burden (I feel like Tyler Durden) I've got car payments now/and rent to pay (Do I have a choice... Do I have a say?) ~Paradise has a price~ to live in the Golden State... (I'm surviving) I have to put food on my plate.