I've never felt good, I've never felt useful.
That didn't change in the past years since I've grown as a person.
You see, after so long, you get used to it.
The problem with falling in love with someone you can't have, on the other hand.
Is much worse.
You start to feel as if you have a purpose, to make them happy.
You were made, to love them.
But... they weren't made to love you.
And then the circle begins all over again.