I can't imagine
what you'd do
or what you'd say
if you knew
the night of the morning
spent with you
was spent with his breath
on the back of my neck
lips that followed the dips of my hips
and mine gripped the very tip
then slipped
down

or if you knew the truth
that I give you every ounce of my love
but share my body for fun
it's nonsense
the meaning is nonexistent
and I abuse any distance given

so I'm sorry
though I know it means nothing