look inside my eyes
see the pain that grows inside
see the tears that now have dried
see the hurt that i have to hide
see the bags under my eyes
from sleepless nights
and late night fights

see all the stress
that bubbles in my head
wanting it all out
want to scream and shout
break a glass or two
lock myself in my room
cried another night
another sleepless night

woke up with sadness
as i cry some tears in bed  
laying there crying
again i rest my head
doubting my day today
should i even bother to pray
for it never came true
to come home one day
not feeling so blue

depressed with this life
how on earth do i avoid all the strife
when my temper runs away
i feel like i should be dead straight away
never knowing how to say
leave me alone
just go away
for my voice tends to leave
every time i dont believe
that im ever important today
or every time i have a bad day


so when you all say
pick yourself up dont delay
think about what I say
as i dry my tears away
for this sadness never ends
i feel so alone
never having friends
the only thing that comforts me
is the warmth within my sheets
so when you live like me for a day
tell me then what you would say
for my life is really bad
its really dark
its really sad
so when i say its hard
dont think im just saying it
for the truth is here to see
i will never ever be free